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puuur [May. 30th, 2010|01:00 am]
Bumblebee dances in your brain
i gots a huur cut today, its pretty, has layers but no color cuz it was way busy so i told Nikki i would do it later. she also found a bald spot by my neck. i guess finals super stressed me out. crazy shit. didnt think that would ever happen. i felt it too actually cuz it felt a bit naked but now i know.

Chris and i have been driving everywhere the past couple of days. yesterday we went to bed bath and beyond, IKEA and then lowes to find lights that work with batteries cuz thier new house wont have electricity until the 3rd. but we found awesome LED lights at Lowes, went to the house and tried them out, their perfect.

Today we went to San Marcos to jaqui's moms house to get the rest of chris's stuff. i though their was going to be more stuff but there were a couple boxes so i guess theres more in there. we visited panda and lori. then went back to the house got more stuff and then went to house #2 to put chris's stuff in his room. XD chris has a room, im so stoked he even has a bed now. hopefully we can get everyones bed in house #2 by tmrw but i dunno. hopefully peps can get moving but we have monday cuz everyone besides corry doesnt work.

im so happy with chris. its been 7 months ^_^
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^_^ [May. 17th, 2010|10:26 pm]
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chris and i went to disneyland on friday. it was mostly spur of the moment cuz jesi wanted us (chris) to go. i dont feel wanted at all when im around jesi its bullshit. when chris and i went to jesi's birthday on thursday she thanked me for bringing chris and then kept thanking me as if i was my own boyfriend shauffer. it did piss me off a whole lot. i even told chris on the way home, he understood but there really isnt anything we could do. if he talks to jesi she would stop for a breif period of time and restart the process.

we had an amazing time together tho. we got there around 1 and everyone else got there at 6. we hung out with shelby and jon most of the time.thier fun to hang out with. chris and i then left early. i had to go take pictures for seen. i was ssoooooo tired. the whole weekend was studying and seeing chris.

finals are on wednesday. im stressed i dont know if i will even pass my stupid music class. the guy wont even let you write a paper if he doesnt like it. its dumb and i refuse to rewrite my other one. im trying to write more tho for my sitar one with emotion in it.:p gaaaaaaaaay

Chris is moving into his new place with corrie and diz. Dash moved to another house hes living by himself now. he got off of his ass once they mentioned they were moving and he found a place within two to three weeks. lol thier moving into spencer and hunters place which is two blocks away. its funny but the place is soooo much better than this house, way more spacious and chris actually gets a room!!! so stoked. we can now have sex whenever we want lol.
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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2010|11:35 pm]
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whatever post you read below is the same as im posting now. it was kind of my fault not telling chris i was going to work out after him but when i said it he got all grumpy and quiet. it was retarded. and when i was about to leave he still got pissed. i was all meloncholy about it cuz it didnt really bug me, i though it was actually funny. until i stayed cuz if i left his shit would of gotten worse. but not im mre pissed then ever. well not really i could be more pissed than i am but whatever.

when we came back from frys he started to work on one of his computers that he has been working on. i mentioned the fact that he was upset and he rather play with him computer than cuddle cuz that was the complete opposite of what he wanted to do. of course he said he was pissed. the computer pissed him off more. and i was on the other computer searching the internet not even phased. i even apologized to him and he still was pissed. he went to lay on the bed and tony texted me saying he was on his way. chris got way more grumpy so idecided to lay next to him before i left. i then decided to not go and make chris feel better. we ende up talking about the usual stuff. nothing helped. i was there for an hour and a half and i was the one who ended up being more pissed. it was dumb.
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-_- [Apr. 28th, 2010|09:40 am]
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Chris and i had a fight last night involving tony, once again. i dont know what to do about it, neither does he. he did tell me about how he felt and what i think it is that he is stressed about god knows what cuz he has to find a place and he isnt in his own mind etc. that sounds understandable to me but he really needs to stop. i hope it changes when he finally moves out of the couch. he has been dreaming of me cheating on him too, same story. but we made up, i dunno if were gonna talk more about it when i see him today but we will see.
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2010|09:47 pm]
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Chris and i went to the encinitas street fair. it was pretty cool, we went to the mushroom caves after it was pretty awesome.

So i think im doing better with this whole not eating junk food thing. im eating less, but eating more throught the day at the same time. but its still not alot of food. chris def helps me alot in it. only thing that sucks is when i go to work and they have a terrible amount of junk food there and its the junk food i like. its been a breeze but whenever i go to work i crash and eat the food. Im hoping that i give myself enough strength to not eat whatever is there, it worked last time but i ended up staying longer and ate two pizzas cuz joe didnt eat his. as long as i have gum on me it works, trident is awesome.
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^.^ [Apr. 25th, 2010|12:56 am]
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chris is getting more comfortable with me everyday, its the little things. like the other day when i was putting eyeliner on and he wanted a shower and got naked right in front of me and got in. i thought it was funny and he would never usually do that. i forgot what the other one was but still, were getting closer and i like it. but thinking about saying i love you scares me now, i want to say it but at the same time im not ready. were so damn comfortable around each other that we know what the other means and when we say something and they understand in a way. im so happy with him.
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2010|11:19 am]
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lol so chris told me he got a bit drunk and he didnt even mean to be. right after he sent me that text he made food and fell asleep lol. i told him what i did and he laughed so much that i was fucking with him. ^_^

periods suck. i feel like i have ADD right now. im trying to write a paper and it isnt working..... grrrrrrrrrrr. at least im trying to write it :p
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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2010|12:43 am]
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chris and i obviously made up from the last post. we did talk about it a teeny tiny bit but he apologized.

today was alright, spent 7 hours at work and made bank doing nothing. i think chris was upset that i had to work and not see him? texts are weird, so i dunno if it was an angry text or not. but i texted him throughout the day but he never texted back. after work i decided to go over there and surprise him even tho i texted saying i was comming over with the impression of him sleeping. sure enough i go in the door and hes sleeping ^.^ it was waaay adorable. Diz was confused as to why i came over lol but he figured i came to see chris. i cuddled with his sleepy body, i kissed, i put my hands through his hair, and scratched his back. *sigh* hes so cute. obviously he felt it while sleeping cuz he made cute noises, and ended up cuddling with me. he didnt even wake up, hes going to be so upset tomorrow when he figures out that he didnt wake up to see me but oh well.
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retarded [Apr. 16th, 2010|12:58 am]
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im still all weird about the text fight chris and i had. he was with a bunch of friends and i was with tony, i hate texting while fighting but we did it anyway. he was hanging out with diz and company at some pizza and beer place, so i told him i was going to the movies with tony. long sotry short he got pissed cuz i was going to the damn movies with tony. I even told him i get upset cuz he never invites me out when him and everyone else goes out. and of course his response is him not wanting to pry me away but he is doing the exact opposite. its just so frustrating. he thinks im going to cheat on him with tony, have sex or do whatever. he doesnt understand that tony and i dont like each other that way anymore. and then of course he says he feels retarded and how he feels he doesnt have all of me and he hates thinking that way. its stupid, that shouldnt be an excuse. whenever he does that the fight is usually over, i didnt apologize to him and neither did he. im sure there will be more tmrw cuz i want to solve this. theres no reason for him to be jealous over tony, i havent had him hang out with my friends cuz frankly i dont even think he can fucking handle it. i hang out with guys, i dont like hanging out with girls. he knows that but he cant take it in his brain. the way he feels about tony is basically the same way i feel about jesi. but whatever. im done talking about this. i want to sleep and hopefully get this over with tmrw

Kickass is a pretty decent movie.
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^.^ [Apr. 6th, 2010|11:19 pm]
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my face is healing nicely. last friday was when my face finally stopped looking like a chipmunk, but i still couldnt eat food. today was the first time that i could actually chew food, but it was still really hard but better! im stoked on how well my mouth has healed. went to the doctors today too and they even told me the holes were closing up. i dont need the heating pad cuz my face isnt swollen. the salt water really helps alot tho, i do it religiously. it makes such a huge difference i loves it. i really want a fucking burger tho, omg.

fuck spring break it fucks me over too much when i go back to school. i forgot to write a paper but the teaches drops one bad grade so i guess thats one of them. other than that everything is chill with school.

Chris and i are cute as ever. he was so supportive over the whole wisdom tooth thing even tho i was in pain and not being myself n such. he took care of me too ^.^. my parents still havent met him but they are curious about him.
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