||[Apr. 16th, 2010|12:58 am]
Bumblebee dances in your brain
im still all weird about the text fight chris and i had. he was with a bunch of friends and i was with tony, i hate texting while fighting but we did it anyway. he was hanging out with diz and company at some pizza and beer place, so i told him i was going to the movies with tony. long sotry short he got pissed cuz i was going to the damn movies with tony. I even told him i get upset cuz he never invites me out when him and everyone else goes out. and of course his response is him not wanting to pry me away but he is doing the exact opposite. its just so frustrating. he thinks im going to cheat on him with tony, have sex or do whatever. he doesnt understand that tony and i dont like each other that way anymore. and then of course he says he feels retarded and how he feels he doesnt have all of me and he hates thinking that way. its stupid, that shouldnt be an excuse. whenever he does that the fight is usually over, i didnt apologize to him and neither did he. im sure there will be more tmrw cuz i want to solve this. theres no reason for him to be jealous over tony, i havent had him hang out with my friends cuz frankly i dont even think he can fucking handle it. i hang out with guys, i dont like hanging out with girls. he knows that but he cant take it in his brain. the way he feels about tony is basically the same way i feel about jesi. but whatever. im done talking about this. i want to sleep and hopefully get this over with tmrw|
Kickass is a pretty decent movie.